Although, the past few months the journey has been a bit rocky. I am feeling very good about how wondrously the past few weeks have been. Apparently my brain and/or my metabolism needed the time off and/or chaos. I am totally re-committed and so excited about how much progress I've made in the past few weeks. In addition to the stress of the wedding which was not very stressful overall, but it was a bit stressful and it got me thinking about how much I want to share my life with someone and I want to do it fast. Not to mention that I am close to having lost the most weight I have ever lost on WW.
Psychologically I am very aware of my past ww experiences. I am very good at losing 25lbs and then either life gets in the way and then I give up for whatever reason. This time I am pushing through past the 25lbs and I am freaking out about the future. I know that I have weighed this weight before and I have a while still to go, but my attitude about my figure is changing. I want to wear clothes that fit me, I want to be more on trend with my clothes and I want to be sexy. I'll keep you posted on this freakout situation, but for now I think I have neutralized it for a little while.
This week I've lost another 2 lbs this week and now am very very very close to having lost 30lbs.
I went for a walk today around the lake and a pair of pelicans are here. I love pelicans! I am so happy that I got to see them fly around the lake and swoop down and pick up fish in their bills. I didn't wear sunscreen, so I got a mean sunburn, but only on the tops of my shoulders.